post valentines day post…

Being single and alone blows. being single and alone on Valentines Day blows a million times more making it my least looked forward to holiday. Hallmark can go suck one.

Not only is the guy I want in Germany but being in Mammoth leaves slim pickin’s.

So, my V-Day celebration consisted of me going tot he grocery store and buying food for the first time in 2 months – where I proceeded to run into my friend Josh, Josh and I had had a little make out session my first season in Mammoth – horrible kisser. I spotted him picking out roses so I walked over, leaned in and said, ” you know you don’t  have to buy me flowers.” He said, ” but I want to!”  We laughed and he continued to ask me how to buy roses. Do they have to be open? should they be bigger? He said he wanted to put them on the bed and I told him as long as they’re there and smell good that’s all that matters. He then picked a lovely bunch and then said, ” Now I have to go get chocolate.” I replied, “you’re goin all out eh?”  ” I really like her”, he said.

At that point we hugged, said goodbye and I walked away even more bummed out then when I first walked in the store. I’ve been asking the question of “why am I single” for so long it’s retarded but the last thing I want to do is write a “pitty my loneliness” blog – so I wont. I’ll simply write about how I think Valentines Day sucks and sucked Even more so after the store since COUPLES figure skating was on when I got home…thank you Canada.